Denial is not just a River in Egypt

Yo.

I have so much work to do. And no motivation to do any of it.

I'm super tired - which I think is a combo of stress, and February (which is winter and therefore when I start hibernating), and stress.

I only have a few more months. I really don't want to be doing this.

I also really don't want to have wasted two years and thousands of dollars and not actually get my degree out of it.

In the end I'm still glad I did Grad School, because otherwise I would be stuck wondering if I would have liked it - but fuck I just want to get out of here.

I'm sick of the Bureaucracy.
I'm sick of the egos and the jerks.
I'm sick of writing papers and inter-library loan books that don't arrive until the day of your presentation.
And I think I might be getting sick.

Fuck I have a crap-ton of work to do today.

I can't wait for Reading Week. - I'll be heading to Edmonton to visit hobbitbabe, and I plan on doing very little (there's a warning for you, L).